i hate my self

AKU TAW BILE AKU MARA...BIS SUME ORG AKU MARA..BIS SUME ORG JD MGSA AKU..BILE AKU MENGAMUK..SPE2 YG DPN MTE AKU,AKU AMUK..CMNE NK TENANG KN HATI AKU MS TGH MARA???HIM..ONLY HIM..KLU DIE ADE DPN AKU..N HE HUG ME..I WILL COOL DOWN..TEMPAT YG PLING AKU SELESA...DLM DAKAPAN DIE..KNP???SBB AKU SYG KN DIE..BILE PALE AKU TERLETAK PD DADA DIE..AKU DPT DGA DEGUPAN JNTUNG DIE..DEGUPAN CINTA DIE..

I CAN'T LOSING HIM...SOMETIMES MULUT AKU AGAK LANCANG..BERCKP TNPA HALA TUJU..WHEN I MAD,I LOST CONTROL..I CAN'T HOLD MY SELF..TIME AKU MARA TU..BIA LA AKU MARA ABIS2 DLU..AKU NGAMUK PUAS2...THEN AKU OK DAH..MMG AKU CEPAT MARAH..N AKU CPT SEJUK..KNP AKU XLEH LPAS KN DIE DR HATI AKU??SBBNYE DIE DA MEMBEKU KT HATI AKU..SMPAI HTI AKU KERAS UTK DITEMBUSI OLEH INSAN LAIN..

SUME SBB CINTA AKU PD DIE..AKU MOHON AMPUN ANDAI AKU TERKASAR BAHASA..BKN MAKSUD KU UTK MELUKA KN HATI DIE..XBERNIAT LGSUNG..YES..I'M AFFRAID TO LOSING HIM..HE'S MY LIGHT..BUT WHEN HE'S NOT WITH ME..MY LIFE WILL DARK..AKU RELA MATI KRN DIE..TELAN UBAT BATUK??ERMM..DA STGH BOTOL AKU BNTAI..BIA LA ORG NK KATA AKU BODO..AKU WT PON SBB AKU NK MATI DGN CNTA DIE..

AKU NK BWK CINTA DIE BERSME AKU...CINTA..SUSAH UTK DIGAMBARKN.. XDPT DISENTUH DGN TGN..XDPT DILIHAT DGN MATE..TP,CINTA BOLEH DI RSA DGN HATI AKU YG MENCINTAI DIE..WLUPON PERANGAI AKU AGAK MEMENING KN PALE..TP HATI AKU TTP CINTA KN DIE..GADOH LA TEROK MNE PON..AKU TTP SYG DIE..YEE..CINTA TU BUTA..SBB CINTA HNYA BOLEH DI RS DGN HATI YG PNUH DGN KASIH SYG..

SBB TU CINTA TU BUTA..DIE??HEPI SBB AKU XDE DGN DIE..XDE ORG NK GADO DA DGN DIE..MAJOK DGN DIE..GELAK DGN DIE..HE'S HAVE HE'S FWEN..A LOTS OF FWEN..NOT LIKE ME..JZ A LITTLE BIT FWEN..HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT HIM???I DON'T THINK I CAN LIVE WITHOUT HIM..HOW CAN I THROUGH A NIGHT WITHOUT HIM???THIS IS REMEMBER ME ABOUT ONE SONG..A SONG THAT FULL WITH MEANING IN LOVE..

AKU???TTP SYG KN DIE..SETERUK2 DIE..AKU TAW ADE BAIKNYE DIE..SEKERAS2 HTI DIE..AKU TAW ADE LEMBUTNYE PD DIE..I KNOW HIM..THAT'S WHY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH..BUT SOMETIMES I LOST CONTROL MY SELF..I MAD,I CRY..I WILL DO WHAT EVER I CAN DO..EVEN TONIGHT..I CAN GO TO FIND HIM..I WANT HIM WITH ME..BUT I HEARD HE'S VOICE THAT TELLING ME..DON'T GO ANYWHERE WHEN THE DARK CAME OUT..ITS TO DANGEROUSE OUT THERE..LIKE A FATHER SAID TO HIS DAUGHTER..HE LOVE TO SEE HIS LOVER TO STAY AT HOME..SO I JZ STAY AT HOME AS HE WANT..

MY HEART WANT TO FIND HIM..TO SAY SORRY TO HIM..I KNOW HE LOVE ME..HE STILL LOVE ME..BECAUSE MY HEART SAID SO..I DON'T WANT ANYTHING..I JZ WANT HIM TO BE NEXT TO ME..FOREVER..I LOVE U SO MUCH NADHAR..I'M SERIOUS WITH MY FEELING..I'M NOT FEELING WELL RIGHT NOW..I JZ WANT WHEN I OPENED MY EYES A SAW HIM BESIDE ME..FOREVER..